I moved my bed lower to the ground so I could lay low. I deleted my facebook because I don't want to be read like a book. I sold my car just because insurance prices are too much for me to afford. What has been going on in my life is a lot of nada. I eat, I run, and I smoke. If I still had facebook I'd average a status every 4 days. I would be like a caged hamster getting off his exercise wheel to post a status update then get back to work again. I don't get out of my cage often because I am content with what's in my cage. My home has food, water, and the internet. I am fit for survival, but I am not moving forward. There isn't even a direction I want to pursue. I just keep running on the hamster wheel hoping something happens. Truth is probably nothing will happen. I have to go out and take what I want. I want happiness just like I had in the ol' days hanging out with my friends. Happiness I've come to realize succeeds through achievement. But Patience is a virtue, so I'm waiting for something to happen. Truth is, a virtue is less than Happiness.
